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Lesbian Stories
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Lesbian Female / 24
Closeted Lesbians Dealing With Their Secret And Sex And A Husband
It's late at night. Today was our second anniversary, our baby is four months old. I am a closeted lesbian girl, married to a friend of mine who knows I'm gay and protects my secret. The baby was to prove I'm straight because I made some mistakes in high school which I dismissed saying we were just playing around and experimenting. We weren't and I hurt my girlfriend who was ready to come out. She's in the closet too to protect me.
My friend from high school is my 'best' friend, she's my lover, my girlfriend, my sexual and amorous partner. She is very good with the baby and she is struggling with baby fever wanting one of her own. We've talked incessantly about her having one of her own, but for obvious reasons she can't get pregnant if she is not married. My husband is up for the job, he'll do it but she is scared. It hurts me to watch her struggle with her baby fever, it's all over her when she holds my baby.
One other thing, my husband has been seeing this girl Veronica from his work. He needs the sex and she thinks he is just stepping out. She isn't someone I would think would make a good girlfriend, she has a reputation of whoring around. I asked him to stop seeing her. I want him to find a nice girl who he can find love with and who won't demand to get married.
Sometimes I give him sex and forgive myself later. My girlfriend for obvious reasons doesn't give him sex but we could share the duties. I've invited her to a sleepover with us, I don't expect for her to give him sex, but at least she is with us and we can have sex which he might enjoy watching, and hopefully he can masturbate to it and leave me alone. This sex thing is our biggest problem right now because to be honest everyone is horny all the time and it's not fair to him to know that the girls are having sex and he is watching tv.
How do women who find themselves in this problem manage it? Obviously they must give their husbands sex or he would leave them. Do you forgive yourself later, how do you reconcile sex with your husband while your girlfriend is waiting for you to love her too? Is your girlfriend open to sharing lovemaking together? I NEED TO KNOW. And we haven't figured out how to tame my girlfriend's baby fever.
My friend from high school is my 'best' friend, she's my lover, my girlfriend, my sexual and amorous partner. She is very good with the baby and she is struggling with baby fever wanting one of her own. We've talked incessantly about her having one of her own, but for obvious reasons she can't get pregnant if she is not married. My husband is up for the job, he'll do it but she is scared. It hurts me to watch her struggle with her baby fever, it's all over her when she holds my baby.
One other thing, my husband has been seeing this girl Veronica from his work. He needs the sex and she thinks he is just stepping out. She isn't someone I would think would make a good girlfriend, she has a reputation of whoring around. I asked him to stop seeing her. I want him to find a nice girl who he can find love with and who won't demand to get married.
Sometimes I give him sex and forgive myself later. My girlfriend for obvious reasons doesn't give him sex but we could share the duties. I've invited her to a sleepover with us, I don't expect for her to give him sex, but at least she is with us and we can have sex which he might enjoy watching, and hopefully he can masturbate to it and leave me alone. This sex thing is our biggest problem right now because to be honest everyone is horny all the time and it's not fair to him to know that the girls are having sex and he is watching tv.
How do women who find themselves in this problem manage it? Obviously they must give their husbands sex or he would leave them. Do you forgive yourself later, how do you reconcile sex with your husband while your girlfriend is waiting for you to love her too? Is your girlfriend open to sharing lovemaking together? I NEED TO KNOW. And we haven't figured out how to tame my girlfriend's baby fever.
