Straight Male / 60
Wanking
Do I need help ? My wife died 18 years ago, she cheated on me several times with different men, that in itself didn't upset me cos it actually turned me on.
I dint have a big cock it's only 5.5 inches hard at best, and I know one guy that she slept with has got a whopping 9 incher, as I know a woman he shagged and she told me she measured his cock.
My late wife even admitted to me that she would like to try prostitution see what it was like, now this might found bizarre but she had the best legs I've ever seen on a woman, one glance of her thighs and I was gone instant hardon, she never git to fulfill that desire though.
The one night stands I could cope with but she started an affair with this guy ftom her wiork who hung himself after she died, so when she died I wasn't as bereft as I should have been, and to be to be honest I was on the hunt and scored on the day of her funeral, there was a woman there that I never really knew but she had nice legs and I couldn't help but keep looking at them, she clocked me looking at her and came and sat beside me, I ended up staying g at hers that night in the morning she said to me though that she wasn't complaining but it would have been better if my cock was a bit bigger.
That sort of made me feel in adequate then about 3 months later this woman decided she was having me but when we were having sex she said to me that her vibrator was better, that had a big impact t on my mind then another woman who I tried to have sex with just dismissed my cock out of hand and left,that was the last time I ever tried to have sex, since then I've just walked myself silly.
I have in my mind a ' bank' of woman that I know or fancy and I fantasise I'm shagging them, sometimes I go on porn sites there there are ' movies' and empty my balls that way.
Last year I met a woman but that lasted just 5 weeks cos in her words you need to see about your cock it's no use to a woman, so that's that what my sex life is going to consist of wanking til I die now.
I dint have a big cock it's only 5.5 inches hard at best, and I know one guy that she slept with has got a whopping 9 incher, as I know a woman he shagged and she told me she measured his cock.
My late wife even admitted to me that she would like to try prostitution see what it was like, now this might found bizarre but she had the best legs I've ever seen on a woman, one glance of her thighs and I was gone instant hardon, she never git to fulfill that desire though.
The one night stands I could cope with but she started an affair with this guy ftom her wiork who hung himself after she died, so when she died I wasn't as bereft as I should have been, and to be to be honest I was on the hunt and scored on the day of her funeral, there was a woman there that I never really knew but she had nice legs and I couldn't help but keep looking at them, she clocked me looking at her and came and sat beside me, I ended up staying g at hers that night in the morning she said to me though that she wasn't complaining but it would have been better if my cock was a bit bigger.
That sort of made me feel in adequate then about 3 months later this woman decided she was having me but when we were having sex she said to me that her vibrator was better, that had a big impact t on my mind then another woman who I tried to have sex with just dismissed my cock out of hand and left,that was the last time I ever tried to have sex, since then I've just walked myself silly.
I have in my mind a ' bank' of woman that I know or fancy and I fantasise I'm shagging them, sometimes I go on porn sites there there are ' movies' and empty my balls that way.
Last year I met a woman but that lasted just 5 weeks cos in her words you need to see about your cock it's no use to a woman, so that's that what my sex life is going to consist of wanking til I die now.
