At Campus Party

I had a breakup about 2 weeks ago, my boyfriend dumped me for a kinda fat girl. She was "better" than me in bed he said. I'm attractive, nice slim body, 5ft. 8 in tall, weigh 125lbs, shapely with C cup boobs. I was at a campus party with a lot of friends, then my ex showed up with his fat girlfriend. I drank more than I should but that is not listed as an excuse. I did everything fully knowing what I was doing and now I am so ashamed.

I let two boys strip me in front of anyone and everyone. I then let them lay down a blanket and fuck me on the floor with the party going on all around us. After the two of them both came inside me (something I'd never done before except anally a few times). Then another really cute boy started kissing me, soon another and the first one stuck his cock in my mouth the other started fucking me. The one in my mouth was about to cum and pulled out and shot on my tits, the other came in me. Through the night most guys took multiple turns, but I let 11 different guys fuck me, and at least 10 use my mouth.

My ex's girl was standing there watching disgusted. My ex watched in open jawed amazement as he knows he was only the second cock inside me. They both left the party and he very loudly said he was going back to get some GOOD sex from her. She very loudly said she would fuck him better than he ever had.

I'm so embarrassed after. All my girlfriends were there, they all saw me getting gangbanged and guys come up all the time now thinking they can take me out and fuck me since they either did it already, or saw so many others doing it. I went from a girl with only 2 guys in her past to a gangbanged slut. Everyone knows. Now I'm scared to death that I might have gotten pregnant since they all came in me.

It's such a horrible thing to endure. I can't stand it, feeling like I violated myself, and my total upbringing.