I Want To 'take Care Of' My Dad

My dad has later stage Parkinson's Disease, and is starting to show signs he is developing dementia. On top of that, my mom is a cold bitter bitch and I know they haven't had sex in decades.

I'm such a broken little slut because of my sexual trauma as a child. It wasn't him. But I so badly just want to 'take care of' him. I just want to look deep into his eyes so he knows I'm doing it for him. He deserves to have his cock sucked, loved, enveloped. I want him to feel such volcanic pleasure. I want to feel the power of his seed surging through his member, maybe as some kind of morbid obsession with keeping him alive. I want to give him everything including my fuck holes. I want to see his eyes shine with how badly he needs it. I just want to offer myself...

Anyways. I just wanted to get that off my chest. Thanks.