I'm Still Frustrated For Him, I Just Changed Jobs

Signs that I was frustrated, sexually. I was using lots of cuss words mostly sexual. Cock sucker, c**t, bitch, asshole, mother fucker, etc. I told my boss he 'might as well fuck me in the ass'. Secondly my PWs were all sexual phrases 'fukmyc**t', 'bigdogcock', 'fukmyass'. I sat in a chair and flashed my thong to my boss.

I left the office after dark and my boss caught up with me, telling me he didn't want me alone in the garage after dark. 'What are you scared of, another man's going to fuck me?' He said he didn't want me hurt, and stop talking like that. I turned to him 'you want to fuck me, do it, don't keep me hanging'. There I said it.

I was sent to a therapist paid by the company. When it got to the nut cutting I told my therapist he teases me, gives me signals, he sizes me up, but won't do anything. She said he was my boss and I needed to focus my attention on younger single guys. I realized that I was way beyond being able to control my feelings, he was at the center of my obsession. I did not want a younger guy, I wanted him.

I resigned, changed jobs, asked him now that I didn't work for him to take things in hand and put me out of my misery. I was explicit, fuck me and get it over with. I didn't care if he's married, I'm not the jealous type. But he refused to take matter in his hands, keeping me frustrated.