My Gay Initiation

Back during college I worked part time as a night clerk. This old man came in a couple of hours a night to do the books and he and I became friends. He brought me a magazine one night and told me it was dirty and on loan and it would help me pass the long hours before I got off in the morning.

It was dirty, but not like I expected. It was a gay porn magazine. I left it until around 4:30 that morning. I went through it a couple of times laughing at it. The next night he traded it for another one. I was only working the next night and was off for four nights. He brought me a totally different magazine, hard core, foreign, many pictures from bath house sex, and enlarged dick and ass pictures. He told me I could exchange it when I got back to work.

I masturbated, got hard, wondered how they did that. I was guilt ridden, but I beat off several times looking at those dick in add photographs. I also spent a lot of time just looking at pictures of a hand holding a hard dick. My heart beat really hard when I returned the magazine to him. He invited me to come over the next morning when I got off.

He had a set up, a screen and projector. He showed shadowy, black and white gay fucking, short films, before putting a foreign language film of two school boys having sex for the first time. I wet my pants. He walked over to me with his hard dick in his hand and offered it to me. In spite of my guilt I took his dick in my hand and sucked his cock, and ended up naked with him in bed, losing my virginity to him.