Most Important Thing In A Woman's Life Is A Strong Man

I confess that I have a deep need for male attention, male love and male control. I know where it comes from, my therapy has told me over and over. My father. He was an alcoholic and unemployed and beat up my mother and all that. I guess fortunately he left by the time we were teens or he would have beat us up and had sex with us (that's the reason my mother says that she finally kicked him out).

But I grew up basically without a father. And I need a father. I have Daddy issues. I need, and I emphasize, I need a dominant man and I like being babied and all that. I don't wear diapers or any of that, by babying I mean spoiling me, holding me, taking care of me. I get a lot of pleasure out of pleasing a man, I like to serve him, make his bed, cook for him. I do not want a man helping me vacuum or do the dishes.

That's why I gave myself to an older man who appreciates a younger woman who can be his baby and he can boss around and she will make his coffee for him. When he told me I could get pregnant, I loved every minute of it. Seeing myself grow a belly, buying maternity clothes, setting up a nursery. And bringing a baby home and nursing a baby. There is no approval like the approval of a man watching you nurse his baby.

I have a mind of my own, I have initiative. But I don't think that should or does take the place of being with or belonging to a dominant man. I think of some of my friends with their pussy whipped husbands doing the laundry, you will never catch my man doing that.