Almost Homeless

My mom and I about 4 years ago were down on our luck. She is only 14 years older than I am, she was young and got pregnant by an older guy who married her. He took off soon after. Due to economics my mom couldn't make the utility payments, food, housing. We were getting booted out of our place. The man next door always spoke with us, and he said we could come and stay with him. My mom told me that he would probably want her to have sex with him and we'd just have to put up with it until we got everything together.

He did have sex with her, right away, and insisted that I watch it all happen. Then we all had to be naked when they had sex. Then it came out. In order for us to stay, he wanted me for sex really, not her. We decided to give in, she didn't watch us or anything, the man didn't want that, all along he wanted me.

So for 3 years I was a mans gay toy so my mom and I could get enough saved to get out on our own again. Now we are, and though I've had two girls sexually, I still find myself with other guys for sex, always a bottom. I guess you don't go away from your first sex in preference.