Trying To Be A Hero . End Up Bad For Me

I just want to confess something that happened to me long time ago. I was new in this neighborhood that my family move into we have some relatives, but the kids of my age weren't nice I was 7 back them ,i went up hill where all kids gathering playing games so I so my uncle of 13' years Franklyn he was special needs mentally but there was 5 kids bullyin him taking off his clothes poking him with sticks so, I went to help him but ended up bad I got into fighting all them hit myself knocked out,they did horrible thing, they fuck me in my ass while I was unconscious then put my uncle to fuck me too.that how started to let my uncle Franklyn fuck me in the ass because it was the only time he ever was nice to me or paid attention to me.. I was really young when it began and I remember the first few times and how bad it hurt. Then I got used to from 7yrs till I was 14yr . I would of never thought I would grow up enjoying getting fucked in my ass. And sucking dick. By the time I was 13ish maybe 14, I started performing random positions get addicted having sex every day so just to get fucked... I'm now 34 got married with a beautiful wife sometime I have dreams of my childhood and my uncle Franklyn r.i.p and thinking Im fully queer... Or not,I wonder sometimes I could ignore the situation.. those kids didn't had a reason to put their hands on me and fucking me... put my uncle Franklyn to finished later when I woke up...my booty knows 5 dick plus one dick i end up liking it so much later,so I was virgin i never got the attraction to touch my dick till I was 16 when I older woman did me a favor to be a man first time I could use my dick in some pussy..but in my dreams i still
think i be gay?