this is a confession site, not an advice forum. get with a dude you really like. let things flow, get to kissin,and things will heat up from there. you'll see what i mean if you do that.
Foreplay is way better than losing your virginity, Honestly the act of foreplay will get you wetter and raise your endorphins so much more than the act of "Losing it".
Ask any girl your age , foreplay lasts a lot longer is WAY more pleasurable, Intercourse is HIGHLY over-rated, as it is usually over in a few minutes but foreplay can be carried on for hours.
Forget the condom. Just skip the 2 or 3 days in the middle of your cycle.
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