Cheated And Found My Husband Is Small

My husband was only the third guy to have sex with me. The first was at a very young age and the boy was a couple years older. We did it probably 10 times before he moved away to another city. The second was his best friend who did it to me twice. Then I was 16 and it was not until I was 21 that I met my husband and started having sex with him. We have two children now, 12 and 11. We have a great marriage, really good careers. Through the gr**evine I found out he has sex when he goes out of town on business. I've stayed in really good shape, at 5ft. 7in tall I'm still 110lbs, size 2 dress, and 34C bra. My boobs haven't sagged much at all, even though I nursed each baby for 3 to 4 months. My husband also got into nursing from me as well. I have always had men approach me and want sex, but I resisted.

So I had the opportunity and I finally did it. I cheated, I had sex with a man from our club. I saw his cock at first and thought it must be the biggest in the world, but he kept insisting it was quite normal. It was about and inch and a half thick, and was 6 inches long. To me it was huge, my husband is about the same length and width as his index finger. So were the other two guys I'd had sex with. I didn't realize that was small.

I've since had sex with three other men, all three bigger than the first. Currently John has 9 inches and is as thick as probably a can of pepsi or something. It was, and is quite uncomfortable. I don't let my husband have sex with me right after one of the others, I make it wait for a day or two (after this long, waiting isn't a problem in our marriage) then I'll have sex with him.

I easily take my husband up my butt, and did take that first cheating guy from the club up my butt a few times. I cheated, I'm a cheating slut wife and mother. It took cheating to find out that my husband is under endowed. I'm not going to stop. I don't care about the repercussions but with the normal and bigger ones I don't have to rub myself to orgasm anymore. With my small cocked husband I do. I want to tell him, I want to tell him that his is so small, and that I know he fucked other women, and that I'm fucking bigger cocks. But I won't.