Growing Up And Gaining Self Assurance About Sex And Love Affairs

14, at a retreat, we showed off naked. Seven girls. It was the day I realized I was the most perfect of them. I was blessed with symmetry, proportionate size, pretty face, hair, hands and feet. I became a model for department stores, modeling clothes including underwear. I modeled until I was 19 and wouldn't pass for a high school kid.

I went to college, got a degree in Marketing. But my secret, because I didn't want to admit it, I was a virgin. I scared boys off, thinking they didn't have a chance. Why then did I tell my boss that I was a virgin? He was much older, this was his opportunity to 'deflower' a girl. He had me sit on his desk, panyies off, skirt off, open legs with his face in my pussy. A minute later he stands and approaches me with his erect penis and slips it into my vagina.

After that afternoon all other penetrations were on a bed. Whether it was his age, my first, or just my feelings for him, I became his regular lover, and he became my only lover. His home life wasn't my focus, his time with me was. I remained lovers with him, but not his only lover. He got around, liked young women, especially if they were inexperienced. Just like me.

He and I remain close friends, no longer his lover nor his employee. Much more self assured I attract men to me. I can choose. I currently have a boyfriend, and lover.