Surrendering To A Man Is Way Different Than Sex With A Woman

In college I read about penis envy. Of course my first reaction was envy about having a penis, not being a girl. The other was understanding that it was about the power men have, as compared to being a woman. But the truth was that I never felt powerless and had no problem with men having power. I felt then, and feel now, that a lot of the power needs to be in men's hands and not women's. We just don't think like men do.

For me I have always been attracted to men with power, money, position. For example, not being attracted to homeless men, mommy boys, low caste men, men who work in low paying professions. A hot date was with a rich man, never a school teacher.

I got to thinking about exactly what it would be like to have a penis. Like between your legs. I tried these artificial penises, like lesbians use. But really, it cannot be the same. A dick with balls, wide shoulders, strong hands, a commanding voice. When a man says spread your legs I'm going to fuck you it sounds different than a woman with a strap on. No matter how big the dildo is.

I was showing my man he was king, on my knees with his dick in my hand and working him with my mouth when he exploded and filled my mouth and got all over my face and hair. That's a man for you, women can't do that, no way. Not only can a man shoot in your mouth, he can shoot in your pussy, deep inside. Women just can't do that. No matter what, a woman can do, she can't get you pregnant. And getting pregnant is the ultimate submission.

Being pregnant and horny go hand in hand, at that point you want him to repeatedly fuck you, feel his dick inside, at your most vulnerable time.

One more thing I've noticed. Say you are out and your man says STOP. You stop, his voice commands and you obey. It doesn't piss you off, as a matter of fact you want him to say STOP, if not you will get run over or something bad will happen to you, Same if he tells you to shut up, it's for a reason, your feelings might get hurt but he needs you to shut up, so SHUT THE FUCK UP. My emphasis not his.

My preferred position is on my back, with him between my legs, filling my pussy with his dick, looking into his eyes when he shoots his load in me. I like knowing in that moment he is sending millions of sperms into me, to hunt inside of me for an egg to fertilize. When I was getting pregnant the feeling was more intense. Knock me up, make me bear your baby. Now that's a feeling a woman cannot replicate with another woman. And that's pretty much why I gave up on other women.

The sex was great, it was fun, I like busty girls, I love eating pussy. But women cannot make you squirm with delight, make you turn your head when they talk, make you stop because they say STOP. Make you shut up when they say SHUT THE FUCK UP. And your pussy feels it, your heart feels it, your butt hole puckers up. The man is speaking to you, so shut up.