Missing It Isn't The Same...

I'm really not a kid anymore, I'm 18 and graduating this spring. I truly miss being a young kid who has been a favorite of my gay and bi friends since the start of middle school. I was hanging out and making out with boy's since 5th grade. Sure they were mostly older guys in high school but getting fucked, sucking and getting finished in was like the best thing ever. The feeling of cum inside me whether I swallowed it or had it squirted in my boy pussy is something I miss lot's. When I started being with men this year and all the diseases I'm not sure why I've become so scared of catching something but I am!