I Knew It Before I Let Him, Now I Am No Longer In Control

I don't think there's much to confess. Typical boss fucking worker stuff. I am the worker, he is the boss. It started with words, innuendos, and eventually to outright talks about sex. He asked me to describe to him in detail how I got fucked the first time. I said well I haven't been fucked, so there isn't anything to tell. "Really! Don't tell me your a virgin?' Yes, I'm a virgin, by choice.

He sat across from me for a long time not saying anything. 'I want to fuck you' he told me. You're not the first I told him, I don't fuck. 'What do you mean you don't fuck?'. I don't fuck I told him again. It went on, I told him I wasn't some lesbian or anything like that, fucking just got you in trouble, and not just because you can get pregnant. Because once you fuck you can't give it up. So the best thing to do is not fuck.

He didn't agree with me and repeated his desire to fuck me, and now that he knew he was going to pop my cherry, he didn't want to wait. 'You don't understand, I need to stick my dick in you, and cum in you, to fuck you. This isn't some random need, give me your pussy?'

It was mechanical, I decided not to be involved. I lay on my back, let him open my legs and stick his dick in me and cum in me. And then get off of me. I got up, went into the shower and cleaned up. I told him that's it, he couldn't fuck me again.

But couldn't and don't weren't words he understood, or even heard for that matter. He wanted pussy, my pussy, and if I didn't give it to him where I was in control, he was going to take it where I wasn't in control. So in my room, on my bed, my way. No funny stuff, no nasty stuff, just plain old intercourse, dick in pussy, cum and take it out and get off. After a while it got messy, he didn't wait, he went for me the minute the door closed, he ended sticking his dick in me over the arm of my couch. He insisted on licking me. On grabbing and sucking on my boobs. He wanted to kiss, I did my best to keep my mouth away from him, but he used his hands to hold my face and stick his tongue in my mouth. I lost control.

He insisted that I make love with him. That I kiss him, that I initiate giving him oral sex, that I hooked my legs around him, that I give him my boobs to play with and to kiss and suck on. 'You make love to me'. I told him NO. But he wouldn't take no for an answer, even if he heard NO. He wanted to kiss and touch, and give oral and receive oral, until I wasn't able to hold off anymore and I begged him to continue.

Like I said, Sex gets you in trouble. Now I'm in trouble. I remind him that he is too, having sex with his first direct report. But that doesn't matter, he said I asked for it so he is off the hook.