Bi-Sexual Male / 49
Women Are Not For Me Anymore.
There have always been two sides to me, one wants to have sex with women and the other likes to have sex with men. I’ve never been sure which is the strongest, although I’ve always known which is the easiest, which is why I married a woman, and shut the other side of me off. The way I looked at it was if I promised to be faithful in the marriage vows that includes men as well as infidelity with women.
Even though I have remained faithful I do fantasies a lot about things I did in my teens. I always had to hide this part of me from my parents, I came from a traditional Northern Working-Class family and homosexuality wasn’t accepted, and still isn’t.
I started experimenting at 14 with my best friend John. We shared a room on a school trip to France. The room only had one bed!! I woke up in the night and knew he was wanking; I didn’t ask and just took his dick in my hand and finished him off. The next night we did the same, but I took him in my mouth and let him cum.
At college I met Simon, who was gay and had a relationship with him for a couple of months, and then a few girlfriends. Just before I met my now wife I met a gorgeous man Jonathon, that I did fall in love with, I loved having sex with him more than with anybody before or since.
The thing that upsets me is that after twenty-five years of marriage, and working with women, to be honest I prefer men. There’s a part of me that wished I’d have stayed with Jonathon. Unfortunately I married a narcissist, and it’s been difficult. Every woman that’s ever managed at work has either been a fruit cake, power mad or incompetent; some all three! Sure, I’ve had a couple of bad male managers, but they pale into insignificant compared to some of the dreadful women I’ve worked for. As partners women are always playing games with your head, I loved the simple honesty of a male and male relationship.
My confession is that I’m going to leave my wife soon, the kids are grown up and I can’t stand her anymore. I see through all the deception, manipulation, and control now and want no more of it. She had no idea about my other side, and it will kill her when she finds out my new partner is male. I’ve not met them yet but one thing for sure is that it will never ever be a woman again.
Even though I have remained faithful I do fantasies a lot about things I did in my teens. I always had to hide this part of me from my parents, I came from a traditional Northern Working-Class family and homosexuality wasn’t accepted, and still isn’t.
I started experimenting at 14 with my best friend John. We shared a room on a school trip to France. The room only had one bed!! I woke up in the night and knew he was wanking; I didn’t ask and just took his dick in my hand and finished him off. The next night we did the same, but I took him in my mouth and let him cum.
At college I met Simon, who was gay and had a relationship with him for a couple of months, and then a few girlfriends. Just before I met my now wife I met a gorgeous man Jonathon, that I did fall in love with, I loved having sex with him more than with anybody before or since.
The thing that upsets me is that after twenty-five years of marriage, and working with women, to be honest I prefer men. There’s a part of me that wished I’d have stayed with Jonathon. Unfortunately I married a narcissist, and it’s been difficult. Every woman that’s ever managed at work has either been a fruit cake, power mad or incompetent; some all three! Sure, I’ve had a couple of bad male managers, but they pale into insignificant compared to some of the dreadful women I’ve worked for. As partners women are always playing games with your head, I loved the simple honesty of a male and male relationship.
My confession is that I’m going to leave my wife soon, the kids are grown up and I can’t stand her anymore. I see through all the deception, manipulation, and control now and want no more of it. She had no idea about my other side, and it will kill her when she finds out my new partner is male. I’ve not met them yet but one thing for sure is that it will never ever be a woman again.
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