Straight Male / 60
Body Shamed And Getting My Confidence Back
Being married to the wrong person for 22 years can really take a toll on one's psyche. But coming through a serious health issue that required an abdominal surgery, having your spouse move out of the bedroom and sleep on the couch, then living sexless for the next 7 years while battling cancer, it was devistating. I was one of the most popular guys in High School & received Most Handsome Award every year. Not only that, I had beautiful girlfriends along the way, & have been told I look much younger than I am.
After the divorce I was at all time low. I decided to get back in the gym & was detrermined to be "desired" again. I lost about 25 pounds, and got down to 7% body fat. I had a six pack for the first time since my teens, & the scar had faded considerably. Women in the gym begin to notice me, but I wasn't intersted in a relationship just yet. I also started chatting on line with some females (some I knew & some I didn't know). One of the people was an ex-coworker (Donna) whose husband died unexpectedly a couple of years earlier. Donna was a very attractive 45ish woman with amazing blue eyes. She was tall, with long legs & large breasts.
At some point in our text chatting, I mentioned the transformation & my history. She mentioned that she had taken up a new hobby after her husband died (photography) & taken several photography classes at the university. She also said she had a brand new camera & some other equipment and thought about doing that for a side hustle. Then she said, "I've been wanting to do some artistic black and white nude or implied nudity and asked if I'd be willing to pose for her. I wasn't sure and told her I'd consider it. After a couple of weeks, she brought it up again, and I told her before I committed, I might want to move a little slower before I did it. So I suggested Skyping with her and letting her see me in my underwear and possibly nude. So we launched Skype and started chatting. It was much more personal at this point. I was suprised to see that her hair had turned a little gray in areas, but she was still pretty. She finally asked, "So are we doing this or not?" So I slid my shorts down, and walked back away from the camera so that she could see my body.
"Oh my! You're built like a 20 year old! I had NO idea you had that body when I worked with you!" She seemed really suprised. I explained that I had a strict diet and rigid workout routine. She said, "I believe it! Now pull those off and walk back so I can see you! You might as well try to get comfortable now." I did what she asked and stood there while she gapped at me. She asked me to turn around, which I did. She was smiling and said, "Oh you'd be great to shoot!"
We set a date to have the photos and her address. The night I got there, she wasn't alone. A much younger woman was there (about 25-30). Donna introduced her as her niece "Beth".
"I was going to get her to help me a little with some lighting and props, but if youre not comfortable she doesn't have to and we can make it work! I also thought it might seem too intimate if it were just the two of us here. So she could stay in another room if you like."
I told Donna I didn't care, and she directed me to a bathroom where there was a thin white robe. I stripped down and came out. A wooden chair was in the middle of the room with lights shining on it. It was facing backward and had a partial wooden slat running down the middle. She directed me to straddle the chair facing backward, and remove my robe. She slat would hide my cock and balls, but when Beth walked over to get the robe, she saw everything. Over the next 15 minutes or so, Beth would bring me the robe to rap around me, until I got situated in another pose. Each one was implied nudity with a leg raised up or both legs pulled toward my chest, or even with my hands over my cock and balls. By that time I was comfortable and just told Beth to not worry about the robe. I started walking around nude in front of both and Donna started taking nude photos of me. Eventually, she wanted to move it into another room (a bedroom). There was not enhanced lighting and pretty much a normally lamp lighted room. She had me lay on the bed with my head laid off the edge to take photos. The she had me propped on on pillows laying on my stomach, which rasied my ass up a little bit. She was walking around the bed taking photos while Beth just watched. I was certain she was taking photos of my balls from behind. I started feeling a semi-erection coming on, and before I knew it, I had a full on hard-on. Donna asked me to put my hand around it which I did. She said, "Feel free to do whatever you want to do with that!" I began to m***** while they watched me. At first I closed my eyes, but then felt good enough to open them and look at both women. Both had sat on the bed to watch me. I did that until I came. This lead to an interesting relationhip with Beth ( to be contintued)
After the divorce I was at all time low. I decided to get back in the gym & was detrermined to be "desired" again. I lost about 25 pounds, and got down to 7% body fat. I had a six pack for the first time since my teens, & the scar had faded considerably. Women in the gym begin to notice me, but I wasn't intersted in a relationship just yet. I also started chatting on line with some females (some I knew & some I didn't know). One of the people was an ex-coworker (Donna) whose husband died unexpectedly a couple of years earlier. Donna was a very attractive 45ish woman with amazing blue eyes. She was tall, with long legs & large breasts.
At some point in our text chatting, I mentioned the transformation & my history. She mentioned that she had taken up a new hobby after her husband died (photography) & taken several photography classes at the university. She also said she had a brand new camera & some other equipment and thought about doing that for a side hustle. Then she said, "I've been wanting to do some artistic black and white nude or implied nudity and asked if I'd be willing to pose for her. I wasn't sure and told her I'd consider it. After a couple of weeks, she brought it up again, and I told her before I committed, I might want to move a little slower before I did it. So I suggested Skyping with her and letting her see me in my underwear and possibly nude. So we launched Skype and started chatting. It was much more personal at this point. I was suprised to see that her hair had turned a little gray in areas, but she was still pretty. She finally asked, "So are we doing this or not?" So I slid my shorts down, and walked back away from the camera so that she could see my body.
"Oh my! You're built like a 20 year old! I had NO idea you had that body when I worked with you!" She seemed really suprised. I explained that I had a strict diet and rigid workout routine. She said, "I believe it! Now pull those off and walk back so I can see you! You might as well try to get comfortable now." I did what she asked and stood there while she gapped at me. She asked me to turn around, which I did. She was smiling and said, "Oh you'd be great to shoot!"
We set a date to have the photos and her address. The night I got there, she wasn't alone. A much younger woman was there (about 25-30). Donna introduced her as her niece "Beth".
"I was going to get her to help me a little with some lighting and props, but if youre not comfortable she doesn't have to and we can make it work! I also thought it might seem too intimate if it were just the two of us here. So she could stay in another room if you like."
I told Donna I didn't care, and she directed me to a bathroom where there was a thin white robe. I stripped down and came out. A wooden chair was in the middle of the room with lights shining on it. It was facing backward and had a partial wooden slat running down the middle. She directed me to straddle the chair facing backward, and remove my robe. She slat would hide my cock and balls, but when Beth walked over to get the robe, she saw everything. Over the next 15 minutes or so, Beth would bring me the robe to rap around me, until I got situated in another pose. Each one was implied nudity with a leg raised up or both legs pulled toward my chest, or even with my hands over my cock and balls. By that time I was comfortable and just told Beth to not worry about the robe. I started walking around nude in front of both and Donna started taking nude photos of me. Eventually, she wanted to move it into another room (a bedroom). There was not enhanced lighting and pretty much a normally lamp lighted room. She had me lay on the bed with my head laid off the edge to take photos. The she had me propped on on pillows laying on my stomach, which rasied my ass up a little bit. She was walking around the bed taking photos while Beth just watched. I was certain she was taking photos of my balls from behind. I started feeling a semi-erection coming on, and before I knew it, I had a full on hard-on. Donna asked me to put my hand around it which I did. She said, "Feel free to do whatever you want to do with that!" I began to m***** while they watched me. At first I closed my eyes, but then felt good enough to open them and look at both women. Both had sat on the bed to watch me. I did that until I came. This lead to an interesting relationhip with Beth ( to be contintued)
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