My Roommate

I recently moved to a new city for a new job. I found a great apartment with a nice view and it was just within my budget. My only concern was that my new roommate is a guy. I've only been with two guys my whole life. Both of whom I was in serious relationships with so needless to say I'm not the type of girl who is open about sexuality.

Now, my roommate is really good looking, charming and surprisingly funny. In the three months I've lived with him, he's brought home at least ten different women. And given that i share a wall with this man, i know for a fact that he is really good in bed too.

In the past couple of weeks, him and i have become really close. Not romantically in any capacity but we can just sit in the living room and talk for hours or go out and eat, catch a movie or go to a game without it feeling weird or awkward.

The problem is that I've been fantasizing about having sex with him. Every time he brings a girl home and i hear them having sex, i imagine what it must feel like to be with him. I know that if something were to happen between us, I'd definitely catch feelings for him and that might ruin our friendship.