Neighborly Love

I kept journals from the time I was 13 till I was 21. I was an only child but had cousins that lived in my neighborhood. No real parental guidance. Hung out with older people a lot. Was also very horny most of the time. Jacked off 3 to 4 times a day. The most according to my journal was 7 times when I was 15. I found my journals when I went through stuff that I had boxed up when I moved away from home 30+ years ago. This was two pages that I read and wanted to share after putting it in context from the memories it brought to me. Have written other confessions from my journals about my cousins and friends and strangers and hopefully write some more.
My neighbor, who is kind of dominant, and I have been having sex for three years at this time, and it's Thursday I finished mowing my neighbor Jim's lawn. I knock on his storm door he says come on in. He hands me a beer and drinks a mixed drink himself. He always has porn on the TV with no sound. He walks over to his lazyboy and pulls his boxers down and sits down. I'm watching him as I chug my beer. He has his tanktop on but naked from waist down. He sips his drink and I throw my empty bottle in the trash. I'm sweaty and horny. I walk over to his chair and he's stroking his cock. He has always been a very verbal guy, which I needed. Open you mouth and on your knees cocksucker. I get down and he holds his cock to my lips and says start licking the head bitch. I'm running my tongue around his hot head and he tells me to look up at him, and I do. He says slide your lips down my cock, I do sucking as I slide down his veiny shaft. He holds my hair and starts pulling my head up and down his cock. He says enjoy my dick cocksucker, work that tongue and keeps pulling me up and down. His precum is flowing and I taste it and I start moaning. He pushes my head into his pubes and fucks my throat. He pulls me off and asks what's got me moaning bitch. I tell him his precum was flowing. He laughs and says your going to be crazy in a few minutes. He pushes his cock back in my mouth and starts pumping my face. A few minutes of me moaning and sucking and his cock head swells and his balls tighten. Next I feel his hot cum hit the back of my throat. Yeah motherfucker eat my cum. Yeah suck my dick. I'm bobbing with my lips softly around his shaft. Feeling him puse and his cum pooling around his cock. He stops cumming and I have his cum trapped around his cock. Swallow that cum cocksucker. And I do pulling my lips up his dick as it softens in my mouth. He pushes me up, and his cock all wet lays between his legs. He says get another beer if you want and wash that cum down. I go grab a beer and swig it down. He says see you tomorrow and be ready to get fucked.