Changes

This might be a long read but it's true. Basically it's about the many shifts and changes in my sex life over the years. No I'm not going to start from the very beginning but rather later in my life. I met my girlfriend C after my second divorce, she was just going through her second as well. We got it off great from the start and our love grew over the next 7 years we were together. The sex was great. She loved everything I did. No holes barred. She loved anal as I loved drilling her tight ass as often as I could. She wanted to try more and more kinky things so we made out own dungeon. I built a sex swing in there and bought a fucking machine and we fucked every way possible. Started fisting her and stretching her pussy out really nice. Eventually we got into role playing and her dominant side came out and started pegging me and I grew to enjoy it. She still gave up her pussy and ass to me regularly but more and more she wanted to play dominatrix. I trusted her she u let her tie me up and blindfold me then let her do whatever she wanted. One day she had me tied up and blindfolded and was lubing up my ass while she sucked my dick which I honestly enjoyed. Then she started fucking me with the new of the bigger dildos we had then stopped after a few minutes. Then another dick slided in I knew it was no dildo. But it was a nice big thck warm dick. A REAL dick was now fucking me. It felt awesome even though I felt strange about it. She took the blindfold off and put her pussy in my face and said eat me while my friend fucks you. She grabbed my head and started grinding her dripping wet pussy in my face. He started pounding me harder and faster as she said yeah fuck his ass harder and she came in my mouth. He was fucking me so good I started cumming without even touching myself. Then he unloaded in my ass which felt amazing. Over the next few months we did this regularly. I got fucked more than she did. Her friend was a 6' 6" gay guy with a 10 inch cock. I learned to suck his dick while she pegged me. And I loved it. Swallowing his cum was my reward after deepthroating his amazing cock. Eventually I would just go to his place and suck him and let him fuck me 3-4 times a week. A couple of years later C and I split up and I moved out of the state and started my new life. I dated quite a few women and fell in love with one but it didn't work out and I was heartbroken. I went on to CL and out and ad bottom seeking hung top. I got fucked by about 10 guys over the next year or so and once I found the most hung guy ever I got fucked by him for the next couple of years. I loved getting fucked by his massive cock. I could never deepthroat it by u did my best and swallowed his loads many times as well. I loved sucking that huge thing almost as much as getting fucked by it. Then I had toove again for work and never saw him again. I also never got fucked or sucked a dick again. I started dating women again and met an awesome woman who I grew to live and we have had a great sex life since. I no longer miss getting fucked or sucking dick and quite honestly don't care to ever do either again. But I do love eating her delicious pussy and fisting her and using out fucking machine to DP her, which is her favorite. She likes me dominating her and I love doing it.

I think it's interesting that at one point in my life I couldn't live without getting fucked in my ass, but now have no desire for it at all. I don't have any interest in men other than to be friends. Never even think about sucking dick anymore even. And I was a great cocksucker.