I Didn't Misread It.

A while ago, i posted a confession on here about our live in nanny Haley and how i believed she was subtly hinting that she might be attracted to me when my wife wasn't around. A part of me thought that i could have been misreading the situation and I'd just mess up my marriage if I acted on it out of impulse.

But last night, my suspicions we're confirmed. My wife was working a graveyard shift and my daughters were sound asleep. I was watching TV in the family room. Haley came in and sat on the couch with me and told me she needed to talk to me. She confessed having an attraction to me but she doesn't want to ruin my marriage and my family. She said my wife has been great to her and she feels terrible but she can't help herself.

I made it clear that nothing can ever happen between her and i and I'd understand if she wanted to find another family to work for. She said she didn't want to quit. She loves my girls and the living situation is perfect. She's just going to have to get over it. I told her it's just a crush and it will go away. We left it at that and she went to bed.

I went to bed shortly after and i masturbated repeatedly to the thought of having Haley on top of me. It's just a fantasy. I can't ever act on it. But it was nice to know she wants me.