I have always wanted to be ball busted but have never dared. Does it really hurt or just some stupid fantasy. Do women really enjoy doing this to men? That's my real fascination with this secret confession. I would love to see the look on a beautiful woman's face while kicking me mercifully. Almost like she dares me to look up her skirt and I try to avoid looking out of fear but I can't control my urges to look. She laughs and humiliates me in ways that I don't even want to describe here. What is wrong with my thinking and should I ever pursue this fantasy for real? I think a lot of this fantasy started when I read an apartment house cat fighting magazine a few years back. Two girls were really going at it in a sexual manner, even abusive and all I could do was picture myself being one of them or something. Another fantasy is being caught masturbating and then humiliated and dominated. I appreciate comments and hope I am not totally crazy. Have any men or women on this site ever tried anything like this? Thank you-anonymous