Want My First Time To Be With My Best Friend So Bad

Ever since we were teenagers, I’ve fantasized about my best friend and I losing our virginities together. Except I don’t think I can make that dream come true, and I’m not willing to ruin our friendship by trying because she’s asexual.

I try not to think about it too much because of the guilt I feel when I do, but I can’t help it. I’ve been in love with her for years now, and what better way to show how much I love and trust her by wanting her to be my first time? The thought of hearing her moan at how good I’m making her feel, fucking her with my fingers and eating her out until she screams and squirts all over my face makes me so wet. She wouldn’t even have to get me off, her letting me fingerfuck her and eat her virgin pussy would be enough for me.

I have other reasons why I’m still a virgin, but I’d rather die than admit one of them is because I want to fuck my asexual best friend. It’s funny to say this knowing I’m not seeing heaven, but I pray she’s one of those asexuals that’s open to wanting to try sex at least once. And I pray she knows she’ll always have me, her closest and most caring friend (who definitely hasn’t dreamed of sucking on her clit since we were 13) to rely on for that.