What Have I Become?

I am an older man, In my 60's divorced and retired. After an ugly divorce I waited over a year to try the dating scene which didn't last very long. Like a lot of men I found myself watching porn and taking care of things myself. One day I realized there were probably other men in the same situation and started watching older men like me having sex with one another. It didn't take long until I moved to the next step and and started looking at M2M sites, one in particular called Locanto and answered many ad's to actually meet but when the time came I guess I got cold feet and backed out. Well the urge never went away and I convinced myself to actually go through with it this time and I answered an ad that read " looking for one man, must be single very private and discreet also submissive when behind closed doors". Not so sure about the submissive part but I answered the ad we exchanged messages and then phone numbers. I felt way more at ease after talking and told him I had never done anything with another man and he assured me it would be fine. The Saturday afternoon came and I followed the directions to his house and what a magnificent place it was, beautiful big home professionally landscaped with a pool. I was greeted at the door by a man about my size and age and I t didn't take long before he made me realize who was the Alpha in charge. We chatted for a short while then he stood up and told me to undress him. I was nervous and excited at the same time so I did and when I took off his shorts and underwear I was taken back by the size of his cock, mine was small in comparison. He pointed to the floor and told me to get on my knees and holding the back of my head I automatically opened my mouth and for the first time I felt another man's cock part my lips and slowly go all the way into my mouth. I just held still and let him slide in and out until he pulled out and told me that was enough for this afternoon. I was a little relived but also a little disappointed. He told me I had much to learn but I would over time. He also reminded me that if I had any thoughts of not coming back to him............well everything we did this afternoon was recorded. That was a little upsetting and I realized on the way home two things, I had taken the leap and accepted the fact that I sucked his cock and realized this was just the beginning as his submissive! True story that takes many twists and turns............will be continued!