Lesbian Female / 40
I Needed A Man To Have The Normal Housewife With Kids Life
Hear me out before passing judgement. I am a lesbian. I have been since I was old enough to have feelings for another girl. I went to college and got a do nothing degree. After four years of going nowhere in a job with the city I met a man who was going somewhere and I didn't want to be left behind. I let him court me, I was a difficult lay, I got pregnant (oops) and got married with a six month baby bump.
He has done better now that we are married. He had to agree that I am more cut out to be a stay at home mom than be an absent mom with a go nowhere degree. In return I had two more. Bing, bang, and all three were here. Curiously the 'best' sex was getting pregnant sex, not a game, not make believe, the real thing. What a head trip allowing a man to impregnate you.
In my housewife life I know several other lesbian women who made the same choice. Being the wife and all that goes with it, including the sex, doesn't stop us from being lesbians. In fact, it may strengthen it. I live in an all American subdivision, it's upper middle class and there are lots of soccer moms, housewives, and lesbians. I stay away from the flag waving kind, I prefer a good closeted lesbian to beat the bush with (get it?). A long hot bath, a little wine, some cheese and crackers, a moist pussy, what more can you want (I know men want that too, but I'm talking about housewives). I like to make out too, I always have. I just can't make out with my husband, a kiss on the cheek and that's enough, even if he does grope my breast when he does.
My husband knows his way around pussy, I guess most men do. I can close my eyes and fantasize and have an orgasm. My fantasy is that girl you cannot get your hands on, so far out of my league. I am not a masturbator. I can give myself for intercourse now that my tubes are tied, let him get it from me, I sincerely do not want him getting pussy from some girl at work. When it comes to pussy, me looking for some for me, I am cautious, I don't want to upset what I have, I have one woman in my group, we both have kids the same age. We have play dates for the kids, and sometimes we have playdates for us. In her case her husband is older, and she is the trophy wife. In my case we are the same age with my husband.
In short there is nothing wrong with lesbians getting married to men to have a good life, to have kids and a home in the suburbs, to wear wedding bands and engagement rings, to be Jenny's mom. After ten years of marriage I don't think that marrying a woman would be the same for me. When it comes to sitting down to the table for dinner, I want that father figure there. When I need understanding I want a father figure there. When I am confused I want a father figure there. My father was a great man with my mother and his daughters. That's what I see in my husband, now that I'm his wife, he is the father of the house. For me and for both of my daughters and for my son to emulate growing up.
He has done better now that we are married. He had to agree that I am more cut out to be a stay at home mom than be an absent mom with a go nowhere degree. In return I had two more. Bing, bang, and all three were here. Curiously the 'best' sex was getting pregnant sex, not a game, not make believe, the real thing. What a head trip allowing a man to impregnate you.
In my housewife life I know several other lesbian women who made the same choice. Being the wife and all that goes with it, including the sex, doesn't stop us from being lesbians. In fact, it may strengthen it. I live in an all American subdivision, it's upper middle class and there are lots of soccer moms, housewives, and lesbians. I stay away from the flag waving kind, I prefer a good closeted lesbian to beat the bush with (get it?). A long hot bath, a little wine, some cheese and crackers, a moist pussy, what more can you want (I know men want that too, but I'm talking about housewives). I like to make out too, I always have. I just can't make out with my husband, a kiss on the cheek and that's enough, even if he does grope my breast when he does.
My husband knows his way around pussy, I guess most men do. I can close my eyes and fantasize and have an orgasm. My fantasy is that girl you cannot get your hands on, so far out of my league. I am not a masturbator. I can give myself for intercourse now that my tubes are tied, let him get it from me, I sincerely do not want him getting pussy from some girl at work. When it comes to pussy, me looking for some for me, I am cautious, I don't want to upset what I have, I have one woman in my group, we both have kids the same age. We have play dates for the kids, and sometimes we have playdates for us. In her case her husband is older, and she is the trophy wife. In my case we are the same age with my husband.
In short there is nothing wrong with lesbians getting married to men to have a good life, to have kids and a home in the suburbs, to wear wedding bands and engagement rings, to be Jenny's mom. After ten years of marriage I don't think that marrying a woman would be the same for me. When it comes to sitting down to the table for dinner, I want that father figure there. When I need understanding I want a father figure there. When I am confused I want a father figure there. My father was a great man with my mother and his daughters. That's what I see in my husband, now that I'm his wife, he is the father of the house. For me and for both of my daughters and for my son to emulate growing up.
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