My Frustrated Desires

I'm a married woman in my mid-60's. My husband's need for sex is very low, but my own is higher than it's ever been. Unfortunately my body is not anywhere near as desirable as it once was, so I think my chances of attracting a man are pretty low, expecially a man who still can get it up and keep it up. My breasts, whick were once firm and perky B-cups with elongated nipples are now saggy and hang down on my ribcage like half-deflated balloons, and my face and the rest of my body show the wrinkles of that come with aging. My build, which was always on the slim side, can now only be characterized as skinny.

I feel very frustrated sexually, and have discussed this with my husband quite a few times. As a result, he's given me permission to have sex with anyone I want, any time I want, as long as I tell him about it afteward, but finding a willing man with all his parts still working has been a problem. As a result, my sex life has been primarily limited to fantasies and solo sex with either my hand or the assortent of toys I've gathered.

My biggest recurring fantasies often revolve around being taken forcibly by a group of 3-5 men. In them, they use my body repeatedly however they wish. Even though they only care about satisfying their own desires, I cum repeatedly from their use and abuse as they penetrate my mouth, my pussy and even my ass with their stiff cocks, and either cum inside me or finish by masturbating and cumming anywhere and everywhere on me, including on my face and in my hair, and then having me rub it in. The fantasies often include them enjoying giving me pain, spanking and slapping me all over, either with various implements or their bare hands, and pinching, pulling and twisting my nipples and clit very hard, to the point of making me actually cry as they abuse my helpless body. I've even cum hard while having fantasies of them pissing on me as they verbally call me degrading and embarassing names. (That type of thing has never happened to me in reality, but if I had the opportunity to experience it now, I'm certain I'd do it in a heartbeat. I'd even let them piss in my mouth and swallow for them.)

Afterward they send me home to my husband. still coated in and leaking their bodily fluids and the remnants of my own sex juices. The sight of me like that rejuvenates his own sex drive, and he beats me and fucks me hard while calling me names like slut, c**t and whore.

There must be some horny, virile men somewhere who would be willing to do this, even with an older woman like me. I just don't know how to find them. I'd do anything sexual for them, no matter how deviant.... anything at all, and I'd do it eagerly and exuberantly.

Eleanor the frustrated slut.