Desperate

I was so horny, my girlfriend moved and I haven't had sex in 3 months. I was hard if the wind blew. I went to a guy down the street. He's in his 50s and gay. He was always very feminine acting and I went to get laid. I know it's another guy and I just didn't care. I wanted to fuck someone. First he blew me, then I recouped and fucked him. He let me go bare into his butt, it was loose enough that it felt like a pussy. The second time he told me to wait and went into his room and came out wearing a see through nightie and a thong. Again, he blew me and I fucked him moving the string to the side of his butthole. The third time he refused me, saying I never did anything for him. I offered to jerk him off but that wasn't what he wanted. I had to blow him first before I could fuck him.

I don't know if I'll go back.