Side Fling Is OK

My husband and I got married after one year of college. He is my ultimate in spite of what I have been doing. We had an unplanned pregnancy my senior year of college. Then our second daughter two years later. Unbelievably we had no other children even though birth control gives me big problems. He shoots on my stomach, my mouth, or safe cycle time inside. We have always been satisfied. I returned to work as hospital office worker after our second daughter. I met an intern one day and he was attracted to me. We both were married so I played it off. He wouldn’t quit flirting with me and I finally joined his flirts. One morning we met on my break time and we found a secluded room. We kissed heavy, he suckled my breast, and he frigged me to an orgasm. We didn’t meet for a couple of weeks out of his quilt. He came by and told me to wear a dress the next day which I did. We met up and I got to see his wonderful prick and I was hooked on it. I gave him a bj and swallowed. He actually taste better than my husband. We then chair blocked the door and he tended to me well. He is what any woman would grade as a perfect sex partner. Tall, dark complexion, perfect length prick, and has a big chewable head on that prick. He know when to hit what erotic point during sex. I have massive orgasms with him. He opened his own clinic after graduation but comes by often to speak. It isn’t like we have sex often because we know our family boundaries. We have had sex through the years about 5 to 7 times a year. I always get his big load with a bj then when erect again he uses all of me until he climaxes again. I’m totally sexually used when he finished. Now up to last years Thanksgiving holidays. He came by to tell me he would be alone during the holidays. I told my husband I had to unusually work so he and the girls would go to his parents for the weekend. My lover basically stay at my house for three days. We hung out more like husband and wife. We would have sex twice a day but he would go home for the night. We mainly had loving sex not sex until I hurt sex. The only thing I let him climax inside me every time. I had sex with my husband within an hour after they returned home. I didn’t hop off when he was climaxing, I told him I couldn’t help myself because I missed him so much. Yes I’m pregnant with a boy. My husband and daughters are so excited. I’m actually excited also but I don’t know who fathered the baby I’m carrying. The pregnancy news has troubled my lover. He won’t even get with me for the fun pregnancy sex. Our flings may be over, he hasn’t come by to visit since I told him i was pregnant. I’m just incubating my baby and wondering if my wonderful sex flings are at an end.