Mom, Gran, Widow, Slut

I am 58 years old. I have two grown children and 3 grandchildren. I had sex with a boy when I was in my mid teens, no one knew about it and it was only the one time. I had a boyfriend but he was out of town and I re-met the boy at a wedding. We used to date, no sex, and he got me when I was drunk and stoned and I let him take me to bed. When I got married a year later told my former boyfriend, now groom that I was still a virgin. He couldn't tell and I never told. He was my first in many other ways though. So even though I've had two cocks I really thought nothing of the first time, only that I'd had my husband for so many years and was the obedient and sexually giving wife. It's been three years since he's gone and quite frankly, if I judged myself I'd say I'm a whore and a slut.

I was 55 when he passed, I kept myself to 120lbs at 5ft. 7 in. tall, I have 34 D's that do sag some, but my pink nipples are still puffy like when I first developed and didn't stay dark after nursing. They are darker pink than before but not brown like they got during pregnancy. I keep toned at the gym and it was there where I met Kimberly who during our coffee talks after workouts convinced me to have some fun.

The first "fun" was having oral sex with Kim. It was like skyrockets going off in my brain when I came, I've never been licked like that before and never even thought about it being a woman. Through Kim I met Sam first, he took me out, and with her encouragement I let him take me to bed. I sucked him and let him cum in my mouth, then he licked me, I came, and I came three more times having sex. I think I only came three times my entire marriage if I didn't use my hand on myself while my husband was fucking me.

Since that time of opening for me, I still see Kimberly, and Sam, but I've had sex with 2 other women, one only 32 years old, and with 36 men after Sam. I've let 5 men take turns fucking me anally, vaginally, and orally for an entire evenings party in a hotel suite. I've even had sex with a 45 year old couple. Most fun was in slowly letting the pool boy see me naked, and eventually getting 19 year old cock. He can go at it 4 times in an afternoon and evening.

I now readily use words I've never used before, cock, c**t and I ask to get buttfucked, I even beg for it. I've done bukake, even with some guys let them pee on me then have sex. I've turned into a totaly slut, a whore, a gangbang slut. I missed out for so many years, I've made up for so long in just the last three years. I intend to get my number up to 80 at least. I'm a slut now and I love it. I need more cocks and not just old guys. Talk about liberated