Went Back To The Old Ways

I haven't had time with work, to get out at all and even try to find a woman to be with. I've not had a steady girlfriend for 2 years, and not even an occasional GF for a year. I knew I'd not be able to have the time for a girlfriend anyway so I went to a gay club on the other side of the city so I wouldn't be known by anyone. I wanted to get sucked and fuck someone but things went sideways. I got sucked with two fingers sawing in and out of my ass. I should have known but wasn't really concerned. Then I very roughly got rolled over onto my stomach and was told he was going to make me his bitch. I tried to get away, and told him I'd never done that before but honestly I think that made him more determined.

I fucked another boy when I was in my early teens, I sucked him a couple of times, but mainly he wanted my cum either in his mouth or his butt. That went on for 3 years till I finally got a girlfriend. Here I was now being held down, lubed generously and fucked by a 6 inch thankfully fairly thin cock. I didn't let him know it, but after a few minutes the stretching pain went down and I actually enjoyed it. It made me grunt with every inward thrust when he hit bottom. When he was done he saw I was hard and told me that proves I liked it. I guess I did. I don't want to get fucked that forcefully again, but wouldn't mind having someone take me a bit more gently.