What I Want Now

I had some homosexual experience with another teen growing up. Mostly I fucked him and he sucked me. I sucked him but not to completion, then complete using my hand sometimes. Mostly he wanted me to cum in his mouth or up his ass. When fucking him he jacked himself off a lot of the time. I never had a cock fuck me, never sucked one to completion. He was my sexual release and outlet for over 2 years, then I got not one but two girls who let me fuck them regularly. They were best friends and many times we went together as a threesome, on dates and in bed.

I recently saw a guy I met a few times at the gym. He has a nice body, is younger about 19 and has a tiny cock. Soft it doesn't even droop down, it's only about an inch or so long and with his pubic hair in full growth it looks even smaller. He once told me in the showers, when we were the only two in the dressing area, that he doesn't use it much, then showed me his perfectly shaped ass and gave it a slap and said this is where the action happens. I asked and he said he was gay, because he wanted to go with women or girls when younger but wasn't equipped for it. He still wanted sex, and got it the way he could without embarrassment from girls. I knew I could fuck him, and he did have a nice ass, and I'd probably do it just to do it. However; seeing his little cock, really makes me want to suck it all the way for my first time, and to let him push his little 3 inches when hard into my ass and fuck me.

I see regular cocks and guys and big cocks all the time, don't even look at them, don't care. For some reason I really want to get fucked by this little cock, I'd fuck him too if he wanted but I'd love to let him have me for his pleasure. I want the feeling of his sperm up inside me and leaking out after, and I'd love to swallow some cum for the first time. Only with this little one though. Don't know what it is or why.