My boyfriend and i have been dating for a while now, and he was always worried that he was pushing me to do things that I didn't want to do, like ( kissing him and things ) not exactly sex, but I don't trust myself with him, I have a feeling I am going to let loose and end up doing something I will regret in the future, but I always think about him, and I am ready to have sex with him because I love him so much, but I don't know what to do, hugging leads to holding hands, hands lead to kissin and then so on... please help me!!