I Can't Stop Thinking About My Mom's Feet And Pantyhose

I don't know how to explain it very well. I know that both i****t and foot fetishes are quite common nowadays, but even so I can't get rid of this guilt of wanting to fuck my own mother, and fill her feet with cum. It's something that interrupts my thoughts every day, even in the most tense and melancholic moments, I only think about how good my mother looks when she wears black pantyhose around the house, or when she walks around wearing heels after coming home from work.

Of course, countless are the occasions in which I have masturbated on her socks, heels, pantyhose and panties, I think there is no underwear of hers that has not been stained with semen in the last year. I love secretly taking her heels just when she comes home from work and leaving them in her room; I take them to my room, where I smell them until I cum completely on one of them.

I've gotten to the point of secretly taking photos of my mom's feet and legs, printing them out, and cumming on them when I smell her used socks or pantyhose. My fondest memory is when she, after returning exhausted from work, asked me to take off her heels and give her a foot massage. I swear I've never had a boner that strong until that day. The wet smell of her feet combined with the smell of the black cloth she was wearing on her… I just wanted to fuck her right there. I stayed for more than an hour massaging her feet without realizing that she had fallen asleep. As soon as I noticed it, I didn't think twice before starting to give them quick little kisses at her feet.

I have come to create false pornographic images of my mother, placing her face on top of actresses wearing pantyhose and heels getting fucked until cumming on top of them.

Can someone put an end to my fetish? Can anyone give me some advice to finally get this over with?