Cheating On My Husband

I do not have anyone to tell so I will tell everyone incognito.

I cheated on my husband about six months ago with two guys from work. I am the shipping manager for a company and I found myself in desperate need of a crew to deliver something overnight.

The two drivers knew the company needed this shipment to go and they knew they had leverage. I told them anything they want….big mistake. Ten minutes later I am bent over a pallet of boxes with two men having their way with my pussy and mouth. At the time, I made the wrong decision, a decision that haunts me EVERY day of my life.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jun 1, 2023 at 4:34 AM

Why that !!!
in that moment was your right decision ! you don't need regrets!!!!
I understand your state of mind towards your husband: you feel guilty but (I am sure) your love for him has strengthened !! so don't worry about it!
I think the problem is rather that you liked it and you enjoyed it and now, despite everything, the memory excites you! True?
????

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MaryAnn

by MaryAnn on Jun 1, 2023 at 5:03 AM

It isn't the end of the world, unless you enjoyed it so much that you can't stop thinking about it and want more. I cheated on my husband one time and it felt amazing. I wound up telling him about it and eventually we had an open marriage. We both enjoy other partners together and seperate. If it's something you want to continue begin feeling out your husband as to how he feels about other men enjoying you. Watch some hotwife porn and gauge his reaction.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jun 1, 2023 at 6:10 AM

I cannot say I hated it, as it was a new experience in the scenario of me making my own choice. It did feel new and hot and naughty, but the decision had sexual and mental ramifications that linger today. My husband is open minded, but maybe he would be okay with being open? I would go open, but I never intended for this to play out like this.

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Seagull57

by Seagull57 on Jun 1, 2023 at 6:30 AM

Kelsey, don't be too hard on yourself. You were in a desperate situation and had to make a choice. Were there absolutely no other options aside from sex? The above commenters seem to believe that you enjoyed the fucking. Did you?
My only advice is to not tell your husband. As far as we know, he has done nothing to deserve this and it may ruin him and your marriage.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jun 1, 2023 at 8:14 AM

Having gotten this out and heard a couple perspectives, I realize this was the wrong decision….in hindsight. At the time, I did not have any choice. I own my decision and I will move forward. However, I have an inherent desire for two men again that I will have to propagate with my husbands help. Thank you for the input everyone and allowing me to get this off my chest.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jun 1, 2023 at 8:21 AM

The devil is in the details. Was it only fucking or did you have to give them oral as well, before or after or did one demand oral while the other was fucking you?

You say you have a yearning for more experience with two guys. did you cum hard? Cum multiple times while they had their way with you?

Was it the sex itself that turned you on or was it the mental aspect - feeling 'forced' and used like a street whore?

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jun 1, 2023 at 8:45 AM

I’ve had several work situations, just be warned once you cross that line it gets easier to say yes next time. I would be more concerned about the guys shooting their mouths off aboutmit, bit theres not much you can do about it. Dont be surprised if the two guys want more in exchang for their silence. Theres always a price for everything…

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jun 1, 2023 at 9:56 AM

I wouldn’t worry too much about a one time mistake. But the circumstances at work are different. Was your career on the line or business loss? Or were you already intrigued by the idea?

Now a voyueristic question or two? We’re they the same race as you or different, I’m assuming you’re white. We’re they bigger than your husband. Did you take them bareback?

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jun 1, 2023 at 4:17 PM

Business loss was the issue and I definitely felt forced.

They barebacked me….not a condom for miles.

One black and one white.

They, unfortunately, fucked me good enough for me to cum HARD several times.

They came in my mouth.

As for the idea, I went along with it so it may have been subconsciously inside my soul somewhere.

And yes, I want this again.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jun 2, 2023 at 7:34 AM

For those advocating an open relationship, it doesn't always work out. I had a gf that after we got engaged we decided to try open. Unfortunately for me she had an incredible body and I could never keep up with her body count. It created jealousy and a lot of times we would have dumb arguments that I think were caused by both of us being jealous. Eventually we broke up after she slept with my boss. Then I hooked up with her mom and her best friend to get back at her. For a period of time it was fun to have threesomes, to watch her get fucked, and to hook up with whoever I wanted. But eventually the relationship was all about sex and sex with other people and it couldn't work.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jun 3, 2023 at 10:33 AM

In general, I know these men talked. I see the signs of other drivers trying to make things difficult for me. It does not end well for them. However, I did speak with my husband because I just could not keep it inside anymore. He accepted my apologies and asked about it. He asked if I wanted more of that adventure. I told him this: Jake, I did not hate it. It was my choice to do it (although I didn’t have any other option at the time). I had to explain to him the hardest part is knowing that they made me cum multiple times. You only cum if it is good and you are enjoying it right? He asked if I wanted them again and I told him probably not, but I think I would enjoy it again in general. He said he would think about it.

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