I Went Wild

I'm a divorced mom of two grown children. I have always been miss goodie goodie. I let one boyfriend feel me up all over, even naked, we were 17, I used my hand on him for relief, and eventually used my mouth. I didn't want him fingering me, though I did let him put lotion between my buttcheeks and rub it back and forth on me till he came, not in me. We were together for 2 years then he met a slut who I know had been fucked by at least 15 guys and went with her. Two years later I met my husband and he was my first real penetrative sex in my pussy and a few years later my butt. About 3 years ago he was lured away by a 20 year old colombian girl he met. So I was alone. I used my vibrator for my own sex and then it happened.

Last week I was in another city for work. I got really drunk with some guys from the convention, none of whom I worked with or even knew prior, and I ended up in my hotel room totally naked with 4 naked men, and having sex. In my mouth, in my pussy and once in my butt. I laid down multiple times between the four of them. The first thing on my mind after it was all over, was that I'd let any and all cum in me. I'm not old enough yet for the change. So it was off to plan B.

I'd never done anything like that, never even fantasized about it, only my husband has been inside me until that night. Now I've had 5 men in my vag, 2 in my butt, and 6 in my mouth. The problem is - I don't feel bad at all. In fact, two days later I called an escort. No not a guy, I called for a more mature woman. I had my first sex with a woman and she was fantastic, she was 35, looked 20, had a body any teen would want. She took me places I never thought possible.

Now that I'm back, I don't know what to do. Do I look for more men, multiple men again, or a woman? Multiple women? I enjoyed letting go so damn much. I think it's about time I had some sex for me!