Once Upon A Time

I was about 10- 11and my cousin visited one summer after discharge from the navy He must have been 22-23 and was traveling home to California from the east coast We lived in a Chicago suburb in a two bedroom house . He said he would just rack out on the couch. Mom and dad said why not just share my bed First night he was out like a light ,The next morning quite early i felt him moving around, I looked over said" good morning" he also said good morning We were talking about his service and i saw a definite bulge under the covers .He noticed and explained that adult men get a erection sometimes in the morning I had had morning wood several times already so it wasn't a surprise and wanting to be cool I said- Me too - He said "do you want to see it" I was curious so i said Yes He pulled the sheet down and there it was It was the first adult erection I had ever seen And it was huge .He said "you want to touch it " ? curious again i agreed I could hardlt fit my little hand around it , I had just the head in my hand and he pushed up a couple times .It was throbbing alot by now and the last push did it ,Cum shot up like a geyser and a ton of it I thought i had hurt him but he explained it was normal and felt great . He told me to promise i would never say anything as he could get in alot of trouble.He left the following day I kept the promise and never saw him again as he was killed thhe next year in a car accident To this day I still wonder----- What if ?