Becoming A Bottom

I lost my first testicle to cancer when I was 17. Kinda a shocker for sure but something that my family and I dealt with. After treatment for a few months I was in remission

Adjusted to life with one ball. Lost my virginity to my girlfriend when I was 18. Thought all was gonna be fine but at 28 lucky me loses my other testicle to cancer.

So after that I started testosterone replacement therapy. At that point I wasn’t even worried about fucking anything with my dick. It was limp. My tighty whities felt empty with no balls in them

When I was 31 I realized I could get my sexual fulfillment by having gay sex. By giving men BJs. So shy nervous me gave a man a bj for the first time. After he cummed in my mouth I realized I actually loved sucking cock

But explaining to the guy that I had no balls was an odd conversation. Eventually I dropped my pants and showed him I had both removed because of cancer. He suggested I try bottoming. Prostate stimulation would probably feel amazing to me

So a few days later I let that guy fuck me. I laid on my back on his bed as he worked his thick cut hairy cock into my virgin butthole. Once the head popped in it hurt but he told me to relax and it will feel better. Once I felt loosened up he flip me over onto my stomach and really fucked me. The first time wasn’t as amazing as I thought it would be but it opened my eyes to sex again.

Gave my butt a rest for about a week then that guy invited me back over. That time sex felt way better. And he blew his load in my butt. I felt used and it felt great to me.

I then realized that I got enough pleasure bottoming that I could have a somewhat normal sex life again

More recently I’ve been bottoming for two different guys. The one has been topping me for about 6 years now and the other for a year. Both are older than me. And both like to see me in panties.