What I Used To Do For My BF

First let me say that I wouldn't let strangers fuck me or put it in my mouth. Now to explain. My boyfriend from 18 to 22, wasn't my first sex, I had one guy before him. I used my hand, graduated to my mouth, swallowing then sex. The second guy was a bit peeved that he wasn't my first - we used to date before the guy that did take me. So I let the second guy have anal for my first time, and up through my hundreth time, maybe more.

He always made me feel like he was doing me a favor being with me. He was from a wealthy family, didn't need to work, drove a great car, fantastic apartment. I wanted to please him sexually and personally as much as I could. I told him there wasn't anything I wouldn't do for him. He wanted to take me to an adult bookstore and back in the booth area, get naked. First it was a small booth, with gloryholes on each side. I didn't not suck anyone or let anyone fuck me but him. Others were at the holes watching though while he would have me suck him and then fuck me, even buttfuck me. Then I'd stand there, legs a bit apart so his cum would dribble out of me and others could watch. Eventually he left the door to the booth open too, and others would watch me there, even come into the booth and grab at my boobs or my ass, even when he was anal fucking me they'd grab my pussy.

Then we went to the bigger viewing rooms. The door completely open sometimes as many as 10 guys would come in to watch me suck him, and get fucked or anal fucked by him. Then my BF would have me lay there totally naked, spread legs, my outer lips spread open and he would let other guys come in and use their hands and shoot on me. He'd usually take me out without my underwear or bra on, only my mini and crop top, his cum leaking out of me, other cum on my face, my boobs, my belly, even on my pussy, my legs. Cum dripping all over. Before we left though in the main store, he'd pause and we'd look at dildos or other things for a while so everyone got a good look at the slut with cum all over her.

We did this for about 3 years, sometimes twice a week, sometimes twice a month. He started mentioning to me how hot it would be to have some strangers fuck me, I resisted and he said I'd only have to blow them.

I did leave him then. I am so ashamed of what I did, and he has pictures of it all. Some videos even. I have a new boyfriend and I don't want him to know about that, but I know my ex will send pictures and video at some time. I'm just waiting for it to happen. I was so dumb, just because I loved him and thought he loved me too.