Living With A Little One,

I read the woman below who is dating someone she likes, maybe loves and discovered he is "under sized" down below. I wanted to give my experiences. I've had 4 lovers total in my life. 3 before I met my now husband. I honestly didn't realize it but all three of my first lovers, starting at 16 were well endowed. I always stole peeks at my brothers and they were all about the same as my first lovers, so I guess I assumed that was normal. At 24 I met my now husband. I have to admit I was put off by a tiny one. It is only an inch thick when fully hard, and only grows to a bit under 4 inches. Well, thats the way I say it for him, in my mind it's just over three inches and really thin.

My husband realized my disappointment right away and said he was used to it. To make him feel better I gave his little one a blowjob and swallowed. He returned the favor with oral on me that was the best ever. I have even experimented for a few months with a girlfriend who was definitely lesbian and experienced. My husband to be was better than her or the other three guys. So after about 8 or 10 times doing this, I spread my legs and let him put it in me. He was bucking and heaving, fucking like a madman, but it really did nothing for me. He said a week or more before that if I wasn't satisfied that 1) don't pretend or fake it and 2) if I want to go with someone else I could. That meant someone else for fucking and him for our oral sex. He also offered the "other person" option as a married couple, with or without him involved. The one good thing is that two of the men in my past did anal to me and it was quite painful at first, after a while not so much but still was very uncomfortable.

I knew after a year of marriage he was resolved to my "loose" vagina, so with no pain at all I offered him by backside. He loved it. I do love him, I cum a lot with vibes and with his oral techniques, but penetration is totally a miss for me. I can barely feel it when he's in me. In my butt I feel it, and especially feel him shooting in me.

Is it worth it? I love him but I am honestly finally thinking of letting other men have sex with me so I can finally get something out of it. I honestly think he wouldn't mind watching it, I think he would be humiliated being next to a man who is satisfying me, but something in me says he would like that too. I've caught him wearing panties so much, that I bought him a complete set and got rid of him mens underwear.

So you have to judge, but going through life having sex and never feeling like you've truly been fucked? Not so great.