Straight Male / 28
If Only I Could Please Myself
Im straight and happily married and not by any measure a narcissistic just to get that out the way. I've had these gay thoughts but none of them have ever been with other men, they've always been with myself. Is that even gay?
I'm not attracted to other guys I know that for certain but I have always wondered what my owe touch would feel like beyond the sense of masturbation. I see myself in the mirror and know I would go a round with myself.
I remember once asking a girl to let me fuck her in the butt and she replied "n***a when you take a dick as big as yours in your ass then you can fuck me in the butt" and since then I've wondered. What does my dick feels like when it slides in someone's ass? What would it feel like to have my own dick in my ass? Would hurt or feel good?
There was another time a friend asked if "you could suck your own dick would you?" After giving it deep thought the answer is absolutely, because it would just be masturbation. But ever since then I've had this deep desire to suck my own dick so freaking badly. I'd finally be getting sucked just the way I like, it's so hard to find someone that can suck my dick just right. I've been blown by over a 100 women and of those only about 5 had made me cum from it, even now in my marriage of 5 years my wife has only made me cum 1 time from oral which sucks because getting my dick sucked is my favorite part of sex. Sometimes I just wish I could take over her mind and body so I can suck my own dick... the right way.
After all these I thought maybe try a guy but I'm just not into other men at all, now that I'm married and monogamous I have been considering asking my wife to peg me with a clone dildo of my dick so I can see what that's like and maybe my wife will finally figure out how to make me bust(her head is good she just can't finish me for some reason)
I'm not attracted to other guys I know that for certain but I have always wondered what my owe touch would feel like beyond the sense of masturbation. I see myself in the mirror and know I would go a round with myself.
I remember once asking a girl to let me fuck her in the butt and she replied "n***a when you take a dick as big as yours in your ass then you can fuck me in the butt" and since then I've wondered. What does my dick feels like when it slides in someone's ass? What would it feel like to have my own dick in my ass? Would hurt or feel good?
There was another time a friend asked if "you could suck your own dick would you?" After giving it deep thought the answer is absolutely, because it would just be masturbation. But ever since then I've had this deep desire to suck my own dick so freaking badly. I'd finally be getting sucked just the way I like, it's so hard to find someone that can suck my dick just right. I've been blown by over a 100 women and of those only about 5 had made me cum from it, even now in my marriage of 5 years my wife has only made me cum 1 time from oral which sucks because getting my dick sucked is my favorite part of sex. Sometimes I just wish I could take over her mind and body so I can suck my own dick... the right way.
After all these I thought maybe try a guy but I'm just not into other men at all, now that I'm married and monogamous I have been considering asking my wife to peg me with a clone dildo of my dick so I can see what that's like and maybe my wife will finally figure out how to make me bust(her head is good she just can't finish me for some reason)
