I Deserve This

I've always had a self loathing point of view.
I feel like I don't deserve to be truly happy and I enjoy being treated like shit.
So taking a part time job hanging dry wall with a younger friend who is twenty eight.
Made some good money had done it before when younger I was not horrible at it.
Caleb younger muscular Cherokee kid long hair started hanging out smoking some weed buying a little off me. He drank a lot but it didn't bother me.
On the job he sid a lot of fucked up shit to his employees it didn't bother me at all it's no worse then the things I tell myself.
We me Caleb and my wife Michelle were drinking with Caleb.
Caleb had ushered my wife into drinking and smoking with us.
Michelle is short pudgy milf still sexy in her own way.
Either way we got drunk and baked.
One thing leads to another Caleb started talking shit my wife humiliated me joining in.
Caleb put his hand on her breast and squeezing told me he needs the stress relief.
My wife offered to help.
She sucked him off and stripped him naked sucking after wards.
It was not a turn on it was embarrassing for me.
He was well hung huge dick muscular.
Next thing I know more forcing my wife out of her pants bending her over the bed.
Now it turned me on watching my thirty six year old wife struggling to take his dick.
Bent over getting fucked.
He kept fucking her not easing up drunkenly fucking her like a cheap slut.
Primal in how he man handled her.
It was hard lasted a while and she enjoyed it.
Half dressed laying on the bed filled with cum.
On my Monday at my full time job I got a text from Caleb can I visit your wife on my lunch break lol .
I said sure.
Got back might pick her up and let the whole job site use her.
I instantly got turned on by the idea.