My Friend Is On Onlyfans And I Want Him

Back home from college on summer break and saw my friend Scott at a bar from a distance. I don’t think he recognized me. We were best friends as kids but drifted apart in high school. When we were younger I teased him about being feminine which I regretted and said sorry for. About Age 14 he told me he was gay but I said I was straight and I promised not to tell anybody since my parents are very religious. I never did. He came out after graduation and one of our classmates sent me a link to his secret onlyfans account earlier this year. His face is mostly hidden but it’s obvs him. Here’s the thing. I’m gay too but in the closet. I’m in love with him. Have been for years. His of is so hot. I Jack off to his feed all the time and want to lick his abs and suck his c*ck. How do I tell him or do whatever to go to the next step.