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Anything Goes
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Bi-Sexual Male / 24
Wanking My Clit Dick On The Bus
First, I became addicted to erotic emasculation humiliation at a very young age. First day of gym class in the 7th grade was when I found out we had to strip naked as a group and change into our gym clothes then at the end of gym class out of them and march into the showers naked and shower in front of each other and that is when the bullies would have a field day.
I was 12 and the smallest person there. I don't mean I was the shortest or weight the least. It was on that day that I found out that my endowment down below wasn't normal, and in fact wasn't even a fraction of normal. I was the only boy in my family and my parents didn't want to traumatize me by telling me I had a hideously undersized set of genitals. And for the same reason they didn't want me to know it was abnormal to have oversize puffy nipples. I had never seen a penis before other than my own. I lived an extremely sheltered life with no access to porn, internet or otherwise. I had nothing to compare myself with.
So in gym class that fateful day I was laughed at and ridiculed. The second smallest penis was about three times as long and twice as thick as mine and that was on another 12 year old boy who seamed very relieved that he was NOT the smallest boy in the school. His penis was about two inches long and about half an inch thick, more typical for a boy half our age. Now before I go further I want to point out that I was not fat. Not even close. In fact my doctor had told me I was at the lower end of what was considered the normal healthy weight range for a boy of my height which was about average. I had a small case of boy boobs with a giant case of what appeared to be milk engorged nipples transplanted from a woman who gave birth to octuplets a week ago. They had had a growth spurt in the last 18 months and ached constantly. My doctor said that was perfectly normal. As it happens I also had long blond hair that extended mid way down my back so I looked like a little girl with funny looking pussy lips.
At that moment, as I stood there naked looking at all the giant size (to my perspective) penises and testicles I had an epiphany. I was a freak and everyone was gawking at me and laughing at me and that was followed by the most vicious ridicule any 12 year old can be subjected to in a gym class of 12-19 year old boys. The epiphany was that I liked it. I felt an intense burning and tingling sensation my my nipples, balls and face. I came to the realization that my "clit" as the other boys called it was throbbing erect and I didn't know why but I had a sudden urge to exhibit them as prominently as I could think of though I didn't completely follow through.
I was constantly approached by students who wanted to know if I was a hermaphrodite or if I was a "heshe." or a "shemale" and all kinds of things I had to look up. Several girls asked why I was in the boy's gym class if I was really a girl only I wasn't a girl because my birth certificate said so. It didn't matter because every chance I got I jerked off. So how does a boy with a .75 inch long dick (when fully erect) jerk off? I would rub my thumb and forefinger to roll it back and forth and then rub my thumb on the head causing as much burning friction as I could.
Ok so for the next several years I would embrace every delicious moment of humiliation. I feminized myself as much as possible. I am not a girl let me make that clear. I am not trans. It took me a while to figure out that I am either a sissy or a femboy and either way I embrace my near total lack of masculinity.
So what does that have to do with a bus? Well I take a bus to and from work and said bus route is 75 minutes long from end to end and I live at one end and work at the other. I have a T-Shirt I have had custom made that reads "WARNING! I AM A PERVERT WITH A MICROSCOPIC CLIT DICK AND MILK ENGORGED GIRLY TITS!" I sit at the back of the bus and and take off my zip up hoodie and sit there alone in the rear seat until I am almost at the end of the line then put my hoodie back on.
Most people ignore me. Sometimes someone will read it and give me a dirty look. Sometimes they will berate me or ridicule me. On those days I go home and masturbate like crazy and cum really hard. But once in a while someone is intrigued.
On one such occasion not long ago a woman around 50 years old gets on the bus and walks towards me. She looked at my shirt and stared for a moment obviously reading it then looked up into my eyes and laughed. Then she asked if she could sit next to me next to the window. Of course I said yes. A moment later she leaned to my ear and asked quietly if I was really that small and I said yes and she asked if she could see and so I nodded and she fished into my sweat pants to find my erect tiny little clit and she spent the next half hour giggling while masturbating me like a lesbian.
I was 12 and the smallest person there. I don't mean I was the shortest or weight the least. It was on that day that I found out that my endowment down below wasn't normal, and in fact wasn't even a fraction of normal. I was the only boy in my family and my parents didn't want to traumatize me by telling me I had a hideously undersized set of genitals. And for the same reason they didn't want me to know it was abnormal to have oversize puffy nipples. I had never seen a penis before other than my own. I lived an extremely sheltered life with no access to porn, internet or otherwise. I had nothing to compare myself with.
So in gym class that fateful day I was laughed at and ridiculed. The second smallest penis was about three times as long and twice as thick as mine and that was on another 12 year old boy who seamed very relieved that he was NOT the smallest boy in the school. His penis was about two inches long and about half an inch thick, more typical for a boy half our age. Now before I go further I want to point out that I was not fat. Not even close. In fact my doctor had told me I was at the lower end of what was considered the normal healthy weight range for a boy of my height which was about average. I had a small case of boy boobs with a giant case of what appeared to be milk engorged nipples transplanted from a woman who gave birth to octuplets a week ago. They had had a growth spurt in the last 18 months and ached constantly. My doctor said that was perfectly normal. As it happens I also had long blond hair that extended mid way down my back so I looked like a little girl with funny looking pussy lips.
At that moment, as I stood there naked looking at all the giant size (to my perspective) penises and testicles I had an epiphany. I was a freak and everyone was gawking at me and laughing at me and that was followed by the most vicious ridicule any 12 year old can be subjected to in a gym class of 12-19 year old boys. The epiphany was that I liked it. I felt an intense burning and tingling sensation my my nipples, balls and face. I came to the realization that my "clit" as the other boys called it was throbbing erect and I didn't know why but I had a sudden urge to exhibit them as prominently as I could think of though I didn't completely follow through.
I was constantly approached by students who wanted to know if I was a hermaphrodite or if I was a "heshe." or a "shemale" and all kinds of things I had to look up. Several girls asked why I was in the boy's gym class if I was really a girl only I wasn't a girl because my birth certificate said so. It didn't matter because every chance I got I jerked off. So how does a boy with a .75 inch long dick (when fully erect) jerk off? I would rub my thumb and forefinger to roll it back and forth and then rub my thumb on the head causing as much burning friction as I could.
Ok so for the next several years I would embrace every delicious moment of humiliation. I feminized myself as much as possible. I am not a girl let me make that clear. I am not trans. It took me a while to figure out that I am either a sissy or a femboy and either way I embrace my near total lack of masculinity.
So what does that have to do with a bus? Well I take a bus to and from work and said bus route is 75 minutes long from end to end and I live at one end and work at the other. I have a T-Shirt I have had custom made that reads "WARNING! I AM A PERVERT WITH A MICROSCOPIC CLIT DICK AND MILK ENGORGED GIRLY TITS!" I sit at the back of the bus and and take off my zip up hoodie and sit there alone in the rear seat until I am almost at the end of the line then put my hoodie back on.
Most people ignore me. Sometimes someone will read it and give me a dirty look. Sometimes they will berate me or ridicule me. On those days I go home and masturbate like crazy and cum really hard. But once in a while someone is intrigued.
On one such occasion not long ago a woman around 50 years old gets on the bus and walks towards me. She looked at my shirt and stared for a moment obviously reading it then looked up into my eyes and laughed. Then she asked if she could sit next to me next to the window. Of course I said yes. A moment later she leaned to my ear and asked quietly if I was really that small and I said yes and she asked if she could see and so I nodded and she fished into my sweat pants to find my erect tiny little clit and she spent the next half hour giggling while masturbating me like a lesbian.
