5 Minutes Ago.

5 minutes ago my uber dropped me off after getting back from fucking my former high-school teacher.
My mind is blown.
He was super hot back then and all the girls had crushes on him because he was Latino and buff and so dreamy. But he was always professional even when girls tried to temp him. He was always nice to me, and the jealous girls teased me about it and sure I saw him check me out in school; but never in a million years would he make a move. He's easily 10-15 years older than me and married with kids.
I randomly ran into him at store and we got to talking, got a coffee, and I was joking about how all my friends wanted to lay him back in the school days, next think I know he is confessing I am the one student he would have slept with if he could have got away with it.
He was still hot, so I just asked "What's stopping you now?"
He said, "Other than my wife?"
I said, "I don't see her here and I don't even know her so I can't tell her."
He smiled at me like he hit the lottery. We ubered straight to an out of the way shady budget motels nobody would know us at and I fucked my teacher's brains out to hell and back. I was full of pornstar experience for him.
He is close to forty I am in my twenties and I rode that dick reverse and forward like he was a horse.
The dirty talk was unreal... he kept calling me his student... asking if I wanted an A. So a got and A ... anal (second round). I kept asking him if I rode dick better than his wife... I don't know we just lost it in lust. I was so horny I talking shit about her being a loser and how I made him cheat on her for young pussy. We both cummed so hard talking dirty about her getting cheated on and she'd never know. I don't know why that kink turned on so much it just did so fucking much.

What did I just do! And why? It so wrong and not like me. The lust got me. I want to fuck him again ... the idea for breaking up his marriage really turns me on and I don't know why. I have never been with a married guy before...it's not me.
Help!