Sounds more like you just want to FUCK.
true =]
hhhmm well I think you just need to play with your fetish in a self place .
Its ok to like hard sex and to be controled by someone well having sex. Its not ok to be dumb and put your self in bad spots
where your can really get hert.
you need to be safe and have lots of sex and fun.
find a safe
mix don't don't don't look for real pain OR YOU WILL FIND IT..
love mom hahah
joel,,
Puy your cock back in your pants and give us all a break!
its not rape if you enjoy it
try actually getting raped for real .. i guarantee you that you will never have another "rape fantasy" in your life if you do.