First Time Seeing A Girl Naked

I dated a nerdy girl in high school who was very about the abstain sex lifestyle. It was torture but she gave good head from time to time so I let it slide. She told me we could have sex in college. She moved away to a nice university and I stayed at my community college. Around holidays I went to go visit her. I got us a nice hotel room for 2 nights and thought we were on the same page about losing our virginities.

We had a nice day and we got to the hotel pretty late. I was horny and excited to finally have sex that as soon as we got in the room I started making out with her and undressing her. Once I started taking her undwear off she stopped me. She told me still wasn’t ready for sex. My heart dropped. I started wondering what was wrong with me and why she didn’t tell me before I wasted all the money on the hotel.

She could tell I was disappointed and told me we could still have fun. We took showers and when she got out of the shower she just had a robe. She let me come kiss her and slid off the robe. I had not seen her naked even though we had dated over year. I was so amazed at how sexy she was and I instantly became obsessed with a woman’s naked body. We made out, did 69 for the first time, and she finished me off by sucking on my balls while I jerked myself off.

The rest of the night we hung out naked and ate cup ramen.