Desire To Try It Once...

I am straight, but have a fascination with blowjobs. I mostly want them from women, but occasionally have taken one from a man. That's not as exciting for me, as I'm not attracted to their bodies, and I usually don't cum as quickly, though some gay men are very talented and technique sometimes makes up for lack of attraction. When getting sucked by a woman, I mostly enjoy sitting in a chair with her kneeling in front of me. She can be fully clothed, or her tits exposed or all naked, all combinations are good, as is 69 if our bodies fit well. I'm usually happy to reciprocate, or have intercourse as well, but there's no cumming like in a mouth, or sometimes on a face, or into the air while she sucks my balls or licks my asshole. But in the mouth while she deepthroats is always the best.

Occasionally, years ago, I sucked on another man. Only once or twice did one cum in my mouth. I admit, I didn't like it. But I was curious what it was like, partly so I could empathize with women who did that for me. I would like to try again sometime. My dream is to find a very young man, under 20, who would sit back and watch me do that. Younger the better, though I'm not attracted to children and don't want to break the law. I want this because a young man would be less experienced, less certain about what he wanted, less controlling. I want to be the one in control. And I would be content to do this once. I just want to see what it would be like to have given this pleasure to someone who was like I was many years ago. I probably will never do this. But I can't rule out the possibility of trying it just once.