Whole Different Views On Sex And Discussions

I am from a two girl single mother household. For whatever reasons after my father left sex was an open and common subject. My mother didn't hold back and me and my sister, ten and twelve at the time, we were given detailed instructions on intercourse, oral sex, both giving and receiving. Our mother was openly sexual with our father, offering her naked openings, demanding sex before he took us for our weekend visitations. Just because he divorced her, he was still obligated to keep her serviced and satisfied. With him sex was taboo and he was obviously embarrassed at my mother's behavior.

We grew up, we knew all about boys and their dicks, and hot pussies. We were bought date panties and pushup bras. My mother questioned us for details of sex, and would not believe we kept ourselves virgins. Our openings were closed to visitors.

On the night my sister graduated from high school we gave a male friend access so we wouldn't go off to college virgins. We didn't like the sex and got nothing from it. During our college years we had a couple of close encounters together. Sex didn't live up to the hype of my mother's descriptions. It was dirty and messy, not to mention horribly intrusive.

How my mother saw sex wasn't how we experienced it. We complained to our stepmother who told us that sex was nothing without loving him. So no more sex unless we met that someone. We didn't meet Mr. Right and finished college without ever experiencing 'good' sex.

It took me turning thirty before I gave myself and my sister followed suit a year later. In our homes sex is not an open subject. offering our access holes is 'permitting' under the sheets, after a long warm up period. One day we will be talking to our daughters, it will be biology 101 and a healthy dose of 'not unless you love him'.