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Anything Goes
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Straight Female / 19
Am I An Attention Slut?
Sometimes I think there is something wrong with me. I know it sounds silly, but honestly it's almost like addiction, I need to be noticed, seen, stared at, I need men to look at me like they want to bone me and when I don't get sexual attention I quickly feel bad about myself or insecure.
It crazy, because I am, a sexy as fuck 19 year old, and I am a sexual active woman with lots of suiters but when I can't get some guy's glare or drifting eyes I doubt my sexual worth. My friends joke I am a narcissist because I want every man lusting for me even if i don't like them. --Maybe they are right, I don't know but I sense I am a little different than other girls my age.
I want to be hit on... like all the time. I want guys to hit on me even if I don't like them. I thrive on male attention. And being brutally honest in away I'd never admit to my friends I have actually slept with guys I didn't even like or would even never date just because they kept trying to hook up with me so hard it turned me one and let them get some. Being the center of thier world so gets me going!
Again maybe this sounds harmless to you but I have cheated (many times) on my boyfriend who I really liked just to keep getting attention from random other guys. I dress slutty, I constantly flirt, I am suggestive, I invite it to happen. I look for it like its a thrill or a treat. I slept with my boss at a restaurant i worked for, in high school I was screwing a man I babysat for (behind is wife's back), I have even made out with a random Uber driver, and let one of my friend's dad feel my tits and get head. Nobody know this stuff about me and I keep doing it be all the sexual attention makes me feel great about myself.
I am 19 and hot and it's more the fucking ... it's I like feeling desired or lust worthy. I don't regret the sex I have with random people but my friends all think I am a wild slut already and they don't even know half the things I do. I worry what would happen if they knew.
I am confused. Is this normal or am I maybe really psychologicallly fucked up?
It crazy, because I am, a sexy as fuck 19 year old, and I am a sexual active woman with lots of suiters but when I can't get some guy's glare or drifting eyes I doubt my sexual worth. My friends joke I am a narcissist because I want every man lusting for me even if i don't like them. --Maybe they are right, I don't know but I sense I am a little different than other girls my age.
I want to be hit on... like all the time. I want guys to hit on me even if I don't like them. I thrive on male attention. And being brutally honest in away I'd never admit to my friends I have actually slept with guys I didn't even like or would even never date just because they kept trying to hook up with me so hard it turned me one and let them get some. Being the center of thier world so gets me going!
Again maybe this sounds harmless to you but I have cheated (many times) on my boyfriend who I really liked just to keep getting attention from random other guys. I dress slutty, I constantly flirt, I am suggestive, I invite it to happen. I look for it like its a thrill or a treat. I slept with my boss at a restaurant i worked for, in high school I was screwing a man I babysat for (behind is wife's back), I have even made out with a random Uber driver, and let one of my friend's dad feel my tits and get head. Nobody know this stuff about me and I keep doing it be all the sexual attention makes me feel great about myself.
I am 19 and hot and it's more the fucking ... it's I like feeling desired or lust worthy. I don't regret the sex I have with random people but my friends all think I am a wild slut already and they don't even know half the things I do. I worry what would happen if they knew.
I am confused. Is this normal or am I maybe really psychologicallly fucked up?
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