My Eyes Are Up Here

I an a tiny girl about about 5'2 and 102 pounds but I have 38d cup boobs that just look huge on my small frame. I can't help that.

I think I am very pretty but no one ever looks at my eyes. I mean no one, no males anyways. They take one look at me and their eyes fall right to my boobs.

I get my boobs are nice, round and surprisingly perky with a good jiggle but wow that's all guys look at with me. Even my male teachers at schhol oggle them. It's awkward... it's a little creepy to have a 30 something year old married teacher gawking at your tits all class long and others notice. I get it I am small, my boobs look huge of me, they can't help but notice but do guys have to make it so fucking awkward and stare? Take a look, and then move your eyes up and stop looking back at them. Ugh!

I have literally had random women in public pissed off at me for their bfs or husband's gawking at my tits while with them! But how is that my fault??? I didn't do anything!!! I dress normal, I am super careful to cover up, it just my boobs are big, but I am just 18 and they are real... it not like I am some stripper with huge fake boobs... this is just how my body looks. It gets really awkward just existing in public and forget about going to the beach or wearing a bikini I will be "eye fucked" by every man there and the scorn of every woman.

I can't win. I rarely date because I feel awkward and constantly wonder if a guy really likes me of its just my boobs. The one bf I had that's pretty much all he did with me is play with or suck my boobs. We'd be having literally sex and I'd be wanting to make love him and he'd not even be kissing me; his face was in my boobs. I felt cheap. So we broke up.

It use to be my home was the only place I could feel myself. But recently caught my too young to be looking step brother looking down my top. And oh yeah... I doubt my step dad knows what color my eyes are since I hit puberty. It not that I think my step brother or dad would abuse me, they'd never, it just they too constantly look ... and that is not only awkward but kinda creepy even if they behave.

Sigh.
I guess I am good for one assest. Awkwardly Tera.